July 27
You're always in my heart and on my mind. I don't want to bother your current life. So I just bury the feeling on the bottom of my heart. Every time I manage to forget you. However, the fact plays a joke on me. The more I want to forget you, the more I can't forget you. I really don't want to put pressure on you. If you think I bring troubles to you, please forget me. I only wish you can live happily forever. All these are my sincere words. The chances are that I need some time (maybe one or two years) to forget you. Of course, it's impossible to forget completely. These days I am regretting one thing. Do you know what the thing is？Maybe you know. You ask me to accompany you to watch movie but I’m sorry to disappoint you.I realize that there’s no opportunity later. I felt comfortable and happy during the time we spent together. I know you're a good boy. Perhaps you will be successful in the future. Perhaps we will become strangers in the future. Perhaps my guess will be right in the future. Perhaps.......I'm just an ordinary girl. My desire is to find a boy who loves me and I love him, then to share everything and travel the world with my sweetheart. But I've increased troubles to myself. Because I find I've loved you. I have no idea whether you love me or not. I'm clear that even if we both love each other, we have no future. So I hate myself why I can't free myself from pain. I don't know whether I can find a boy as good as you in the near future. I don't demand that you give me any reply. Just I want to tell you I love you...(I'm sorry to disturb you....)
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